6 Things That Made Me Smile This Week

I was lucky enough to take part in a mindfulness workshop in college on Wednesday. One thing that helps boost mindfulness is gratitude, so I’ve decided to start a positivity journal. I’m toying with the idea of visiting Paperchase and splashing out on a new notebook *swoons*, but today I’m going to scribble here on my blog and share a few things that made me smile like the Cheshire Cat this week.

1: My Mam minds my little cousin Molly three days a week. She brightens my mornings and never fails to make me laugh. She’s such a placid kid and is a joy to have around the house. This week she ran around the house doing dinosaur impressions, which made me laugh so much.

2: I handed up my special subject assignment, which has been stressing me out for months. It’s one of the biggest college projects I’ve ever worked on so I was over the moon when I handed it up on Tuesday afternoon.

3: Riverdale is back. I am crazy about this show so that two week break was a true struggle. Oh it’s so great to see Jughead back on my screen. I’ve got the biggest crush on Cole Sprouse.

4: Twist and Shout by The Beatles played on the radio as I drove to college with my Dad. That song always makes me smile because it reminds me of Ferris Bueller’s Day Off.

5: I bought new denim shorts that make me feel really body confident. I struggle to find shorts that fit well because I’ve got huge hips and a slim waist, but finally I found a pair that make me feel super sassy.

6: My skin is clearing up. Bon voyage spots! I’ve been drinking more water, eating more fruit and using the L’oréal Fine Flowers Gel-Cream Wash and it seems to be working on my angry red blemishes. It feels good to have clear skin again.

What made you smile this week?

Sincerely Yours

Kat

2015 Highlights: The Cheshire Cat Moments

It’s almost time to say goodbye to another year and hello to a brand new one. 2015 was a roller coaster year for me. There were many low points, but a tonne of wonderful moments. I wanted to look back and share some of the great memories with you because I am all about those positive vibes. I won’t let the bad parts of 2015 rule over the good ones, so here are some of my top moments of 2015 that made me smile like the Cheshire Cat from Alice in Wonderland.

Meeting Rae Morris. I adore Rae Morris. She is my favourite female singer and she is one of my inspirations as a writer. Her album Unguarded is one of my all time favourites so it’s safe to say I was ecstatic when she announced her Dublin gig earlier in the year. I couldn’t believe I’d get the chance to see her live. I headed to her gig at the Academy along with my best friend Shell and it was beyond flawless. I was completely mesmerized for the entire set. To top it all off Rae had a meet & greet at the end of thee night. I still pinch myself I when I look back at the photos of us. I met one of my idols, a dream come true!


Dundalk Adventures. Long distance friendships are tough. My two best friends live in different counties so I rarely ever get to see them which isn’t the best. However, I’ve been super lucky this year and I’ve been able to visit my best pal Shell so many times. From the unforgettable (literally) Hudson Taylor gig to Tesco adventures, from huge McDonald’s orders to beach trips. I feel so happy to have such an amazing best friend and being able to spend time with her made this year ten times better. Here’s to more gin drinking and out of tune sing alongs in 2016.


Women’s Mini Marathon. Back in June I took part in the VHI Women’s Mini Marathon with my friend Hazel. We raised money for the Irish Cancer Society which is a charity that holds a very special place in my heart. It felt amazing to do something fun that would benefit others. Raising money for charity has become a big part of my life so I was so proud for completing the marathon. The best thing was taking part in the marathon in honour of my loved ones that passed away. Thinking of them kept me going throughout the day.

Devon. I love the United Kingdom. I feel more at home there than I do here in Dublin. I’ve visited both the north and south of England and Wales over the past few years and have fallen in love with each and every place I’ve been to. However, this summer I spent two weeks in Devon which is one of the most beautiful and calming places. From early morning hikes along the Jurassic coast to strolls around the town in the afternoon, I loved every single moment. It was during this holiday that I truly felt like I had defeated my depression. It helped me get back on track and I even started writing again during this trip. I hope to live over in Devon at some point in my life because I love that place with all my heart.


Graduation. I’ve always loved writing. I remember spending lunch time in primary school working on my stories and writing a book about a kangaroo named Jack. This September I graduated from my creative writing course which was a huge achievement for me. To make the day even better the ceremony was held at the Irish Museum of Modern Art which is one of my favourite places in Dublin. My parents came along with me which was so special because their support means so much to me. The best part of the day was embracing my inner Judd Nelson and fist pumping the air with my two favourite pals Jamie and Alan.


Molly Ringwald and Ally Sheedy. Breathe Kat, just breathe… This moment… oh wow! It means the world to me. If you know me you’ll know that I am hopelessly in love with The Breakfast Club. That film means the world to me and shaped me as a person. It made such a big impact on  my life and inspired me as a writer (thank you John Hughes). 2015 marked the 30th anniversary of The Breakfast Club’s release so there were numerous interviews with the cast to mark the event. E News were hosting a Q&A with Molly Ringwald who plays Claire and Ally Sheedy (my queen) who plays Alison. I jumped at the chance when I spotted the tweet from E News asking fans of the film if they wanted to ask the pair anything. I was hopeful and prayed they’d answer my question or at least acknowledge me, but I didn’t wanna get my hopes up so I carried on with my day. The next morning I was scrolling through my notifications when I spotted one from Instagram… “E News tagged you in a video” well sweet merciful jesus I leapt out of the bed and jumped up and down and screamed as if there was no tomorrow. I couldn’t believe it. They answered my question. Molly Ringwald and Ally Sheedy the stars of my all time favourite movie answered MY question. As you can tell I’m still gobsmacked and incredibly excited about it. It still feels like a dream!



Hannah’s Visit To Dublin. Hannah is one of the most important friends I’ve ever had. Simple as that! I would be lost without this girl, but unfortunately she lives miles away from the Big Smoke so I rarely get to see her. However, when she told me she was visiting Dublin I was over the moon! We had the sweetest little day, from chats over tea to visits to dinky little bookshops. It was heavenly. I cannot wait for more days like this with this wonderful little redhead that I adore. We both went through hell and back this year, it was an absolute nightmare at times but I will always look back on this day and smile like the Cheshire Cat. (Hannah, if you’re reading this I love you and thank you for helping me so much this year. I’m glad we defeated poophead and voldemort together hehe)

Happiness. It wouldn’t be a true Scribbles and Shortcake post without me getting all deep and sentimental now would it? The start of 2015 was a nightmare for me to be brutally honest. My doctor diagnosed me with mild depression and anxiety earlier this year after a number of bad life events, the main one being a truly harsh break up that I didn’t think I could get through. I genuinely didn’t think I’d make it to the end of this year and in all honesty I was in such a bad way I didn’t want to. I was just completely done with life. I was distraught, I was so completely heart broken that at one stage I wouldn’t eat or talk or shower or leave the house, I just stayed in bed all day. However, slowly but surely the dark thoughts faded away and the bad days started to decrease. This is thanks to my incredible and supportive friends and family who helped me in unbelievable ways. I fought through the tough days and surprised myself with how strong I really am. I didn’t give up on college or my passions or life. I kept going. I’ve finally reached the point where I am 100% better again. I never ever thought I’d get to this point and I am so crazily happy with life again. I’ve got so many ideas and plans for the new year. I’ve got so many things I want to achieve, places I want to visit, films I want to watch, songs I want to dance to and people I want to meet. There’s so much I want to do! I’ve got a brand new 365 days! 365 days I didn’t think I’d ever see. One thing this year taught me is to never ever give up (I may be singing Rick Astley’s hit song in my head right now) no matter how hard things are. There’s nothing better than looking back at how far I’ve come over the past year. I’ve found my true self, made incredible memories, made new friends and visited new places.

 There’s so much more to come in 2016 and I truly cannot wait for the new year. I’m starting a brand new year as the best version of me.

So here’s to a happy and healthy 2016 for one and all. Make the most of every single day and appreciate every moment.

“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.”

Kat

Dear July

I recently discovered an achingly beautiful series on YouTube called ‘Letters To July’ on Emily Diana Ruth’s channel. It is without a doubt one of the most stunning and intriguing series I have come across online. I couldn’t fault it at all. The videos are so honest, so fresh and so real. I would highly recommend you check out the series over on Emily’s channel https://www.youtube.com/user/emilieofnewgloom

Thanks to Emily’s enchanting series I have been inspired to write my very own letter to July. July was a month that I was anxious about. I didn’t know what to expect or how I’d feel throughout this month. I believe every month is a fresh start. July was another new chapter. And one I surprisingly enjoyed and adored. So here’s my letter to you, July.
Dear July,
I was nervous about meeting you this year, part of me hoped we wouldn’t meet again.When we last met I was the happiest I’d ever been. I was hopelessly in love and felt like life couldn’t possibly get any better. However, since then a lot has happened and a lot has changed. Sometimes life isn’t particularly kind to us. I discovered that the hard way this year, July. From heartache to illness to deaths to family fall outs.When life turns bad it’s hard to remember the good times and it’s extremely hard to look forward and feel excited about the future. In the middle of the Spring I remember turning to a friend and telling her about how much I was dreading this summer. I was terrified about meeting you again. I spent an unfortunate amount of time feeling broken and lost this year. There were days where I was angry for waking up.I was angry about being alive. I was so close to breaking point, July. I lost who I was and part of me lost the will to live. I never thought that feeling would go away. I expected to meet you with tears rolling down my cheeks and a broken heart. I didn’t think I was capable of moving forward, not without the person who once held a special place in my heart the last time we met, July.
However, when we met I was happy, genuinely happy again. The dark clouds had faded and were replaced by sunshine and calm blue skies. My head was no longer clouded with dull thoughts. I didn’t dread meeting you like I did back in the Spring. I was excited. I couldn’t wait for a new month, a new chapter. July, you’ve been the best chapter yet. A chapter full of smiles, full of laughter, full of warmth, full of new music, new people, new hobbies and new places. A chapter spent with some of the most beautiful and important people in my life. A chapter full of bright, blue skies. A chapter full of moments I will treasure forever. A chapter where I became me again, an even better me. A chapter where I got back on my path. A chapter where my life got better.
I’m glad I didn’t give up on you, July. It was a privilege. I’ll see you again next year.
Sincerely Yours,
Kat