It’s almost time to say goodbye to another year and hello to a brand new one. 2015 was a roller coaster year for me. There were many low points, but a tonne of wonderful moments. I wanted to look back and share some of the great memories with you because I am all about those positive vibes. I won’t let the bad parts of 2015 rule over the good ones, so here are some of my top moments of 2015 that made me smile like the Cheshire Cat from Alice in Wonderland.
Meeting Rae Morris. I adore Rae Morris. She is my favourite female singer and she is one of my inspirations as a writer. Her album Unguarded is one of my all time favourites so it’s safe to say I was ecstatic when she announced her Dublin gig earlier in the year. I couldn’t believe I’d get the chance to see her live. I headed to her gig at the Academy along with my best friend Shell and it was beyond flawless. I was completely mesmerized for the entire set. To top it all off Rae had a meet & greet at the end of thee night. I still pinch myself I when I look back at the photos of us. I met one of my idols, a dream come true!
Dundalk Adventures. Long distance friendships are tough. My two best friends live in different counties so I rarely ever get to see them which isn’t the best. However, I’ve been super lucky this year and I’ve been able to visit my best pal Shell so many times. From the unforgettable (literally) Hudson Taylor gig to Tesco adventures, from huge McDonald’s orders to beach trips. I feel so happy to have such an amazing best friend and being able to spend time with her made this year ten times better. Here’s to more gin drinking and out of tune sing alongs in 2016.
Women’s Mini Marathon. Back in June I took part in the VHI Women’s Mini Marathon with my friend Hazel. We raised money for the Irish Cancer Society which is a charity that holds a very special place in my heart. It felt amazing to do something fun that would benefit others. Raising money for charity has become a big part of my life so I was so proud for completing the marathon. The best thing was taking part in the marathon in honour of my loved ones that passed away. Thinking of them kept me going throughout the day.
Devon. I love the United Kingdom. I feel more at home there than I do here in Dublin. I’ve visited both the north and south of England and Wales over the past few years and have fallen in love with each and every place I’ve been to. However, this summer I spent two weeks in Devon which is one of the most beautiful and calming places. From early morning hikes along the Jurassic coast to strolls around the town in the afternoon, I loved every single moment. It was during this holiday that I truly felt like I had defeated my depression. It helped me get back on track and I even started writing again during this trip. I hope to live over in Devon at some point in my life because I love that place with all my heart.
Graduation. I’ve always loved writing. I remember spending lunch time in primary school working on my stories and writing a book about a kangaroo named Jack. This September I graduated from my creative writing course which was a huge achievement for me. To make the day even better the ceremony was held at the Irish Museum of Modern Art which is one of my favourite places in Dublin. My parents came along with me which was so special because their support means so much to me. The best part of the day was embracing my inner Judd Nelson and fist pumping the air with my two favourite pals Jamie and Alan.
Hannah’s Visit To Dublin. Hannah is one of the most important friends I’ve ever had. Simple as that! I would be lost without this girl, but unfortunately she lives miles away from the Big Smoke so I rarely get to see her. However, when she told me she was visiting Dublin I was over the moon! We had the sweetest little day, from chats over tea to visits to dinky little bookshops. It was heavenly. I cannot wait for more days like this with this wonderful little redhead that I adore. We both went through hell and back this year, it was an absolute nightmare at times but I will always look back on this day and smile like the Cheshire Cat. (Hannah, if you’re reading this I love you and thank you for helping me so much this year. I’m glad we defeated poophead and voldemort together hehe)
Happiness. It wouldn’t be a true Scribbles and Shortcake post without me getting all deep and sentimental now would it? The start of 2015 was a nightmare for me to be brutally honest. My doctor diagnosed me with mild depression and anxiety earlier this year after a number of bad life events, the main one being a truly harsh break up that I didn’t think I could get through. I genuinely didn’t think I’d make it to the end of this year and in all honesty I was in such a bad way I didn’t want to. I was just completely done with life. I was distraught, I was so completely heart broken that at one stage I wouldn’t eat or talk or shower or leave the house, I just stayed in bed all day. However, slowly but surely the dark thoughts faded away and the bad days started to decrease. This is thanks to my incredible and supportive friends and family who helped me in unbelievable ways. I fought through the tough days and surprised myself with how strong I really am. I didn’t give up on college or my passions or life. I kept going. I’ve finally reached the point where I am 100% better again. I never ever thought I’d get to this point and I am so crazily happy with life again. I’ve got so many ideas and plans for the new year. I’ve got so many things I want to achieve, places I want to visit, films I want to watch, songs I want to dance to and people I want to meet. There’s so much I want to do! I’ve got a brand new 365 days! 365 days I didn’t think I’d ever see. One thing this year taught me is to never ever give up (I may be singing Rick Astley’s hit song in my head right now) no matter how hard things are. There’s nothing better than looking back at how far I’ve come over the past year. I’ve found my true self, made incredible memories, made new friends and visited new places.
There’s so much more to come in 2016 and I truly cannot wait for the new year. I’m starting a brand new year as the best version of me.
So here’s to a happy and healthy 2016 for one and all. Make the most of every single day and appreciate every moment.
“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.”